I feel horrible having to do this.  But I'm asking for help.  My girl Emma one day started getting sick.  Threw up multiple times, wouldn't drink or eat anything.  Got her into the vet the following morning to find out she had a mass in her abdomen and needed surgery to see if it could be removed.  I had to wait and see if it could be removed once they opened her up, if it couldn't then I would've had to make the decision that no dog owner ever wants to face.  But luckily it could be removed so it was taken out of her.  Sent it off, and came back as Cancer.  Now she has to go in for monthly x-rays to watch for any more masses coming back.  While I was at the vet for 7hrs, Brutus was home making my house look like a murder scene.  I came home to blood splattered all over my house.  He had a polyp that ruptured in his ear canal and his ear was filling with blood and then he'd shake it out.  So then he needed surgery the following day to cauterize that.  When since then he's gone a couple months and can't seem to get the bacteria in his ear to clean up with different medications.  So now starting a new one to flush his ear.  It's been a very stressful time.  Well I opened up the bill yesterday to find we are just shy of 5k and it's just going to continue to grow with both of them having monthly visits for x-rays and medication.  So if anyone can help in any way I will owe you my life because these guys are my life.  I'd be willing to let people borrow my smokers or I could cook for you if you can help us out.