Hi, my name is Suzy.

But that's not important. What's important is who this is for. I lost my beautiful boy on Tuesday. He had some kind of urinary blockage where he couldn't use the bathroom anymore, and just to admit him into OSU veterinarian hospital would have been $3,000 for 48 hours or upwards to $3,000 without testing, without surgery, without any other things. They don't go on payment plans unless you're accepted to Care Credit, and even then, you'd be lucky to get approved for maybe $500, which I was denied for. I walked in there expecting to walk out with him a couple of days later, and when they came into the room, he was in another room. They told me, I believe the exact words were, 'The only options are we have to euthanize your sweet boy today.' I won't lie; I didn't react well, and I lost a piece of myself right then.

OSU let me have time with him, and he was in excruciating pain even though they had him on medication. I got to hold him, and my mom was there with me. I got to hold him while they administered that medication, and he faded away in my arms.

My heart is broken. A lot of people don't understand why I'm acting how I am over my cat. He was everything to me. All my pets are, but he was the oldest, and he watched out for me. I mean, he was so smart, beautiful, and caring. He never bit people. He never hissed at people. I've had him since he wasn't even a month old.

Regardless of all that,

OSU sent him to a crematorium because I don't have a place right now that I could bury him, that I could for sure say would always be my home since I don't own one. So, cremation was the only option. I didn't realize that they were going to pick the place, but regardless, I don't get him back until the fees are paid. It's about $200 for the basic package, and there's a $150 fee for the procedure they did at the hospital.

Truthfully, I'm not even worried about the hospital fee. I just want to help get him back in my arms as soon as possible. I know it's not going to be easy, but I just want him back where he belongs.

I'm asking if anybody can donate even $5. I don't care. It doesn't make a difference to me. Just some kind of help so I can get him taken care of. I love him so much, and I feel like my heart has lost a piece again.

Whatever anybody can do, even just sharing this would help. His name was no. His name is Scar, and he's worth every penny. If I had $5,000 and it was all I had, I would have spent every dime to attempt to save him, but everything's about money now, and I didn't have it.

Thank you for your time. Just please do what you can. Thank you so much.

The funds will be used to pay for the cremation cost which as I said are around $200. I don't know if that's with or without tax. That's why I said around because if it was exactly $200 and I knew that I would just say it + I would hope to raise enough to pay off the euthanasia fee as well which was $150. But like I said I'm more concerned about getting him back to me. That's the breakdown of how the money is going to be used